Heart's Speak

Videos

2012-02-17T17:11:00.001+08:00

Do watch it! :)

I really love the last video. Aku tak boleh tahan betullah tengok lelaki tinggi tu time 0:19 - 0:20. ;) OHMYGOD! Boleh pengsannnn. *pengsan kejap* Seriously, this video makes me go gaga. I am smiling all the time because of this video. Love the choreography, the guys in the school uniform with the coat, the absolutely hot teacher! Love everything in this video. :D

R

2012-02-15T21:05:00.000+08:00

Sebenarnya aku rindu kau punya call pagi-pagi cause nak kejutkan aku bangun and siap pergi sekolah. Alahaiiii ~. Ya, betul. Ini sumpah, tak tipu. Sekian.

Formula One

2012-02-12T23:08:00.002+08:00

OH-MY-GOD OH-MY-GOD!

2 months to go until Formula One. If I am not mistaken because last year Formula One was held on April in Malaysia. Hopefully, this year too. InsyaAllah.

I want to go to Formula One so badly this year. I enjoy the sound of the car's engine, see the exciting faces from grown up people until the kids, look out for which team they support, be one of them that settle in one roof just to watch Formula One, find a new friends from other countries, search for the merchandise and buy the expensive food at there. At the ends of the day, enjoy the concert on the night. Then, go back home on the midnight.

That's what I did last year. This is some of the photoes of my friend, her brother and I at there.

Hopefully, I can do all the things I did last year. Amin.

Maulidur Rasul

2012-02-11T20:46:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, sambutan Maulidur Rasul berjalan dengan lancar pada hari ini. Terima kasih, Ya Allah.

فَٱلَّذِينَ ءَامَنُواْ بِهِۦ وَعَزَّرُوهُ وَنَصَرُوهُ وَٱتَّبَعُواْ ٱلنُّورَ ٱلَّذِىٓ أُنزِلَ مَعَهُ ۥۤ‌ۙ أُوْلَـٰٓٮِٕكَ هُمُ ٱلۡمُفۡلِحُونَ (١٥٧)

Maka orang-orang yang beriman kepadanya (Muhammad), dan memuliakannya, juga menolongnya, serta mengikut nur (cahaya) yang diturunkan kepadanya (Al-Quran), mereka itulah orang-orang yang berjaya.
(Surah al A’raf 157)

Sekejap, daripada digelar 3 serangkai, kami telah dinaik pangkat oleh guru-guru dan dipanggil 3 angels. Haha! :)

Strawberries Land

2012-02-11T20:35:00.000+08:00

Pada cuti sekolah yang lepas, aku bersama ibu bapa dan kakakku telah pergi ke Cameron Highland selama satu hari. Ya, kami tidak tidur disana kerana mereka sibuk dengan pekerjaan. We didn't plan to go there and we ACTUALLY should go to Genting Highland. I requested to them that I want to go to Genting Highland but what they heard is Cameron Highland. Oh, come on, sejak akhir bulan Disember sehingga hari tersebut sudah 4 kali aku jejak kaki di Cameron Highland. Memang aku tak boring sebenarnya. -,-

So, this is the photoes.

This is what I do when I get bored inside the car.

At Boh. Hungaryyy! But the carrot cheese cake tak sedap.

With my dad. :) I am not feeling well on that day tapi tegarkan diri ke Cameron Highland.

Sister and mom. :)

Bagi gambar je sebab aku rasa kalau aku membebel dalam ni mana aku pergi pun confirm korang dah pernah datang tempat yang aku pergi ni. Kan?

Must get this for myself before we went back home. Strawberriessssssssss it is! :)

This is what I called heavennnnnn ~.

not a big deal

2012-02-11T19:09:00.001+08:00

The truth is I feel sorry for those who can't tolerate with my behaviour. I pointed this to them that has gone in my life. Seems like all of you can't handle me, indeed. Too early to gave up, bro and babes.That's too bad.

I am changing now. Don't be surprise if you see the new version of me. HAHA!

Only

2012-02-10T22:51:00.002+08:00

So, Ariff called me just now. I told him about my problem. He gave me lots of advices which is those advices makes me want to forget about this one guy completely. I think I am going to listen to him. He's a really good adviser. He's the only person I need right now. I don't know how's my life if he's the next person that walk away. Hopefully, he's staying with me for a long period because I still didn't find a guy friend that have the same characters like him, yet.

Hampir 4 tahun berkawan dengan dia. I love you, bro. I told you so many times about this before. Thank you for loving me too. :) <3 *hug*

Bro!

2012-02-10T22:18:00.001+08:00

Brooooooo! Takkan setiap satu tahun kau nak muncul? Kau tak boleh oh buat aku macam ni. Kau la muncul setahun sekali, tup tup tup, dapat tahu kau menghilang. Alahaiii. Kau memang suka buat aku macam nikan? Cerita dia kau ni menghilang sampai orang yang ada connection dengan kau pun tak tahu kau menghilang kemana? -,- Alahaiiii, bro! Cukuplah menjelajah dunia sana sini. Aku penatlah berharap setiap hari untuk kau pulang.

Bro, aku tengok situation aku dengan kawan aku dah lebih kurang sama. Cuma kawan aku kawan dia tu menghilang tiga tahun pastu baru nak muncul pastu hilang lagi tiga tahun. Paling best siap tak boleh nak cakap Malay. Selamatlah kau ni masih tahu bertutur dalam bahasa Melayu dan menghilang setahun pastu datang balik.

Alahai, bro! I miss you oh. I hope you're doing fine out there. Missing those moments with you, bro. Paling aku rindu time ada match bola, sebab kau sokong Liverpool aku sokong Manchester United, pastu confirm kita gaduh sampai tak nak cakap tapi esoknya confirm kau datang pujuk bodek-bodek. Even kau dekat sana pun if time bola je gaduh kau mesti suruh adik kau text aku suruh on YM. Amboiii, pandai naa ~. Hahaha!

Bro bro, kejap, aku rasa aku dah boleh stop panggil kau bro sebab kau bukannya bro aku pun. Tapi betullah awak. Eh, kejap. Awak nak tahu Facebook saya biar online every single day sebab mana tahukan tetiba awak muncul, boleh saya terus grab awak. Sebab awaklah saya tak jadi nak delete Facebook saya sebab number sayakan adik awak hilangkan. Bukan number yang hilang tapi phone yang hilang sebab adik awak main go-cart dengan girlfriend dia sampai phone awak dia boleh hilangkan. -,-

Eh, okay la. Cerita pasal mamat ni memang tak kan habis.

Tak pasti

2012-02-08T01:10:00.001+08:00

Kalau minggu depan aku menghilang mungkin aku masuk hospital sebab aku sedang sakit sekarang. Tapi tulah dah dua hari aku tak makan ubat. Ahh, lantaklahhh!

Oh, aku bukan mencari simpati.

This

2012-02-08T00:54:00.001+08:00

Let me tell you this story about my brother and I.

So, last night bro told me that he broke up with his girlfriend. This is sad. Sad story. After Maghrib he came to my mom and tell everything. From his voice I could say that he wanted to cry but this time he shows that he stronger than before.

Before with this ex-girlfriend, he coupled with this one girl that he loves so much. They supposed to engage but then aaaaa. One day he came out from his room while crying and he hug my mom and told about that he had broke up with his ex-girlfriend. It took a very long time for him to heal. 5 months if I am not mistaken. Every single night he comes to my mom and told every story what they did etc while crying. He also seen doctor every week, counselor and took medicines.

Two weeks after he broke up with his previous girlfriend, I broke up with mine. It was a tough moment for my mom, brother and me. Every single night my mom listened to our stories, about our ex, what we did with our ex before, why we love them etc while crying, of course. I even can't tied my hair before I go to school, iron my school uniform and all. So, my mom did it everyday for me until I am really in a good condition. Oh, I can't sleep on night and lost my appetite too. Every night mom will sleep with me before she slept in her room. I eat only on recess time and didn't took any food after that until the next day. Alhamdullilah, it took me 2 month only to heal myself. Not like my brother.

So, when last night he told my mom about he broke up with his girlfriend, I wanted to cry because I lost (maybe) a lot of friends including you, yes you, I know you're reading my blog. That time I felt like wanna to come to my mom, cry, hug her and tell her about YOU and ask her view about my problem. I wish that she knows about this. :(

I don't know why but I think that my bro and I have "that" kind of connection because every time he is in trouble I also have major problem. It's okay bro, lets "kesedihan" like we used to do together like before when we lost both of our loves one which is kak and Aiman Asyraff. *kesedihan* :'(

TER okay TER

2012-02-07T02:25:00.001+08:00

Gara-gara TER-stalked kau ;

Amboiiiiiiiii, cepatnya kau baca blog aku?

:( :(

2012-02-07T01:35:00.002+08:00

And I never thought I am too afraid to lose you.

OHMYGOD, why is this happening to me?
I am waiting for you to say 'I wanna meet you', don't you know that? :'(

Ini

2012-02-05T22:03:00.001+08:00

Ya, ini yang aku perlukan sekarang.

Aku rasa nak buat macam ini dengan kau.

Kesedihan yang amat sangat. :(

This is not me

2012-02-05T21:55:00.000+08:00

First of all, sorry la kalau kau rasa aku terlampau cerita about personal life aku dekat previous entry. Aku tidak punya tempat lain lagi untuk menceritakan kebabian dan kesedihan aku ini. That's the reason why I do so. Sorry for the harsh words that I used in this blog too. I don't know why I like to use bad words since the past few days.

I am a good girl. Not really a good girl but I never throw offensive words before. I don't know why I have changed. This is bad. I know. I will try to be myself like before. Just pray for me. InsyaAllah, you will see again the old me.

Kesedihan

2012-02-05T21:45:00.001+08:00

So, my phone cannot be switch on since this evening. That means I have no phone with me until I don't know when. For those who wants to contact me, you can inbox me on Facebook or DM / tweet me on Twitter. Oh, yeah! I am back. :)

Kebabian

2012-02-05T21:40:00.006+08:00

Jealousy? Say whatever you want. You should be grateful that AT LEAST I felt jealous. You know I never feel this way towards others. That's because I know if I feel that way, the situation will grow worse as the jealous control.

Tapi sekarang dah tak boleh tahan lagi. Sebab makin hari makin seronok aku tengok kau flirt perempuan itu perempuan ini. Aku tahu aku tak ada hak nak control kau sebab aku pun bukannya sesiapa bagi kau. Aku pun dah penat dah nak tunggu jumpa kau ni for heart to heart session. Bila aku nak jumpa kau, banyak alasan kau beri. Tapi orang lain boleh pulak kau jumpa? Tak faham tak faham. Oh, part jumpa blood brothers tu aku tak kisah. Kawan itu penting. Dan bila kau nak jumpa aku, suka hati kaulah nak cakap aku bagi alasan ke apa. Suka hati.

Aku nak cakap aku tak kisah pun sekarang, aku tak boleh nak tipu sebab sebenarnya aku kisah. Tapi suka hati kaulah nak flirt dengan perempuan itu dengan perempuan ini. Dia Cik Jodoh kau ke dia Pujaan Hati kau ke dia bakal Tunang kau ke dia bakal Isteri kau ke suka hati kaulah. Teruskan niat flirt kau sana sini.

Oh, yang aku tak faham kenapa kau text aku cakap kau nak explain kenapa kau flirt sana sini? Perlu ke kau explain kenapa kau flirt ramai perempuan? Alasan apa yang kau nak bagi weh? Okay, I will wait for whatever your so-called explanation. I will wait.

Its too late

2012-01-30T19:39:00.001+08:00

Apakah perkara yang paling memalukan yang pernah berlaku kepada aku?

Adakah jatuh dihadapan khalayak ramai? Adakah tersalah naik eskalator sedangkan aku mahu turun? Adakah menjadi bahan gelak ketawa oleh kawan-kawan?

Oh, bukan itu jawapannya! Perkara yang paling memalukan bagi aku ialah apabila orang yang aku suka sudah tahu bahawa aku menyukai dia. Keadaan bertambah parah, apabila semua orang sudah mengetahui perkara itu. Semua orang itu adalah kawan-kawan si dia dan juga sahabat aku sendiri yang tidak sepatutnya tahu tentang perkara ini. Oh, parah parah!

Keadaan bertambah gedebuk-gedebak lagi apabila si dia yang aku sukai juga membaca blog aku dan mengetahui nama gelaran yang aku berikan kepada si dia. Nama gelaran itu dibuat bagi tujuan supaya aku senang bercerita mengenai si dia di khalayak ramai dengan rakan karibku.

OH, PARAH PARAH! Malu aku ini hanya Allah sahaja yang tahu! Mana aku hendak letak muka? Ya Allah! Kadang aku mahu menangis memikirkan perkara ini. Menyesal kerana memberitahu mereka bahawa aku suka dia pun ada. Aku patut simpan dalam-dalam mengenai hal ini. Tapi sayang, sudah terlambat.

Kepada si dia, aku rasa sudah hampir 5 bulan aku tunggu akan kau. Kau patut tahu aku tidak pernah menunggu seseorang itu membalas cintaku lama sebegini.Call me I am obsess of you but the truth is I really like you. Oh, man! This is pengakuan berani mati, I tell you. Aku rasa sekarang seperti perigi mencari timba. You should know, I am waiting for you. If only I have that guts to express my feeling towards you. Oh you oh boy! You make me go crazy day by day!

Dear reader, did you notice that I am being too dramatic in this post? Haha! Yes, I am. :)

Terima

2012-01-30T19:09:00.004+08:00

For your information, I had uninstalled Twitter and Facebook on my phone. My laptop also I gave to my parents and ask them to keep it. Its been 5 days including today I didn't know any news what is happening on both social network. I am away, away from this bullshit. It hurts when my friends changed and make their own way from good to bad one. It hurts when my friends went away from me just because of small problem and they don't want to listen to my explanation.

You have to understand, I am away because it hurts me when I read people talk bad things about me even I don't have any idea what mistakes I had done towards them. I am away not because I don't want to facing and solve the problems but I am away because I am tired and sick with people's attitudes.

Why people change so easily? I have no idea. Somehow their changing makes me deeply hurts. I may be smile but inside only Allah knows. Sometimes I feel like wanna stabbing myself with a knife. Whatever it is, I have to accept it. Everything happens for a reason. I believe Allah has good reason why I am in this situation.

I don't know should I say sorry or not because I don't find that I am guilty in this problem. I am not being egoistic but I am the one who don't say sorry if I didn't make any mistakes. But if sorry the only word you want to listen from me so here I would like to say I AM SORRY! I AM TRULY SORRY. SORRY SORRY for my so-called mistakes.

Complicated

2012-01-25T02:04:00.002+08:00

So, my life is in complicated right now. Last Friday, I lost two best friend of mine. Its a long story. I don't know why they were like that. I hope one day they will realize and back to normal. Hopefully, amin. I just miss both of them. Haih. :/

Then, yesterday my friend and I had misunderstanding about something. This something involves many people. Something that I can't tell in public. It's for everybody own good.

Literally, I am facing a lot of problem. I am tired, I am sick with this kind of bullshit. I am not strong enough but I have to face it. I keep pray, pray to Allah. I know He has good reason why He put all of this problem on my shoulder. I know, there's a reason why it happens. Qada' and Qadar, I have to accept it.

Vid

2012-01-25T01:29:00.000+08:00

Malaysian should be like this. This is what I call unity. :)

CNY

2012-01-25T01:13:00.001+08:00

Happy Chinese Year for those who celebrate it! :)

Sorry for rarely update my blog. I was busy with my stuff since I am no longer a lower six student. I am taking STPM this year, so alot of things I need to settle down. Blog, Twitter and Facebook are not my first priority anymore. So, till then, take care.

By the way, my blog still under "maintenance".

Hello New Year!

2012-01-01T20:52:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Here, I would like to wish you a very Happy New Year! Hopefully, this year will bring us more joy and happiness than in 2011. InsyaAllah. We should be thankful that God still give us a chance to live in this world and improve our self to be a better human than before. Terima kasih, Ya Allah. Alhamdulillah.

OH DANG! I am 19 years old. It just way too fast and I am not ready. :/ Please give me the strength to face the challenges of life that has written for me, Ya Allah.

Sorry

2012-01-01T20:32:00.000+08:00

I am sorry I cannot post the photos of VI/CBN Prom Night 2011 in here for some reason. I am truly sorry!

Last Friday of 2011

2012-01-01T20:26:00.000+08:00

My last Friday of 2011 was absolutely awesome!

I went to my school in the morning because teacher wanna meet us, the Prefect Board for a short meeting. After short meeting, we went to our room to clean up the room because the room really in a mess and dusty. Then, Kobar, Afiq, Chip, Rashid, Dayat and I went to hardware near school to buy something but too bad we didn't find it. Cari benda tu sampai ke area Sogo and bayangkan 6 orang dlm kereta Saga. HAHA! -,-

Around 11.30am, Aiman, Afiq, Chip, Rashid and Dayat went to Times Square to grab our lunch. McDonald's is the place we took our lunch. Then, I sent them back to the school and I call Amanda because she wants to passed some stuff but we ended up having lunch at KFC in Carrefour Ampang with Kappa and her brother too. Bayangkan 2 kali lunch? tak meletup perut! Took some picture with Amanda and Kappa and those photos are our last picture because Kappa will go to National Service for 3 months while Amanda will be in Capetown and Buenos Aires for three weeks with her family. Actually, they already at there.

Really had a great moment with them! <3 Alhamdulillah, my last Friday went well. Thank you Ya Allah.

AWESO-ME

2011-12-22T20:06:00.000+08:00

SERIOUSLY VI/CBN PROM NIGHT WAS TOTALLY AWESOME! Don't worry I will upload the pictures later on. Just wait! :)

Prom Night

2011-12-20T21:34:00.002+08:00

VI/CBN 2011 Prom Night will be held at The Royal Chulan Hotel on tomorrow night. Have fun for those who's going to the prom night. MAKE IT BLAST! :)

Boom

2011-12-20T17:06:00.001+08:00

Ya, aku malu sangat after orang yang aku suka dapat tahu yang aku sebenarnya suka dia long time ago. Aku rasa dah 3/4 bulan and yang tahu tu pun a few people only. Suddenly, kantoi. Ya Allah, malunyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! :/

Cerita dia if aku rapat dengan orang tu takpalah jugak. Ini bercakap pun pernah 2/3 kali je. Tak ke rasa nak pengsan tu? Haih. Tapi takpalah, bagus jugak kau tau. Aku tak kesah pun if kau tak suka aku. At least, you know my feeling towards you. I really like you. But I don't have a guts to say so and you didn't really know me, so do I. Besides, I am a girl, if I express my feeling towards you, people will like 'oh, perigi cari timba. Screw you!'. So, I just keep it to myself. But now, now you know.

I don't know what else should I say? It is a shame but at the same time I really satisfied that finally you know that I am into you. I can't say much, we will see what will happen soon.

Random

2011-12-20T16:53:00.000+08:00

Baru aku tau, ramai rupanya yang baca blog aku. Orang yang aku rasa tak mungkin baca blog aku pun rupa-rupanya dialah yang selalu baca. Aku ingat aku yang stalker terhebat korang tp korang triple hebat punya stalker daripada aku. Ya Allah, malunyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! -,- ni yang aku rasa nak private kan blog aku ni for followers aku je, orang luar tak payah sibuk sibuk nak tau. Tapi tapi aku suka sebenarnya lagi ramai orang baca blog aku. Acano eh? Acano tak acano, jangan risau aku takkan private kan. Amboii, suka lettew ~. Haha!

Dah, aku malu ni. Kau punya pasallah ni. Dah, aku nak menyorokkan muka bawah bantal busuk. Haha! Byeeee.

PM.

2011-12-13T00:20:00.000+08:00

Pardon me for not updating my blog like usually!

I don't have time but I will try my best to update my baby blogger. Thank you for dropping by here. I really appreciate it. Well, I guess, take care then. :) Assalamualaikum.

A fake one

2011-12-12T18:28:00.001+08:00

I am pretty sure many of you heard about Tengku Sophia on Twitter. Yeah, she's the one who condemn about Islam. Here, I would like to give my opinion.

First of all I don't think so she's Indonesian because she used a lot of Malay words such as 'buruk' instead of 'jelek', 'oh, ye ke?' and 'keleng/keling'. Basically, an Indonesian doesn't know and don't use the word of 'keleng/keling. They also don't replied 'oh, ye ke?' if people ask and telling them a story. The word of 'buruk' doesn't exist in their language. If they want to use that kind of word they will use 'jelek' or 'hodoh'.

Secondly, the way she spoke and reply all of the mentions are exactly like the way we speak. I mean the way Malaysian talk. Go take a look at their profile on Twitter. Come on! You will know what am I trying to say. Don't you think the same thing?

Moreover, I think Tengku Sophia another faker on Twitter. Maybe there's a person are not satisfied with the girl on the picture on Facebook. So, that person use her picture and make a fake account. Oh, the pictures with her friend I think she stole on her Facebook account also. These kind of case, are very common on website. For example like Miyyo Azman. You see, if you search Miyyo Azman on Facebook you will find out there's a lot of his fake accounts.

Whatever it is, you as a servant of Allah, you know which side are you. Just leave "Tengku Sophia" with her own world. If you keep going attack her, she will like it because you guys pay attention towards her. Besides, you the one will hurt with her vulgar words. Don't worry she will get her penalty on Punishment Day.

One of the best day ever

2011-11-21T02:45:00.000+08:00

20.11.2011 ;

I woke up on 8am and I don't know why I wanted to online my Facebook account. So, yeah, I did it. I checked my notification and guess what? He approved me he approved me! After so long I waited. Finally! I know you're wondering who he is ay? He's the one I stalked when I am in school, really. He's the person who own red bag. Yeah yeah, he's the one I am talking about on my previous entries. I also called him Caspian. I feel like jumping on my bed and screaming his name out loud. Hooyeah! :D

I bet you know how is the feeling when you're having a crush towards people who doesn't know you at all. This is how it feels. Frankly speaking, I really like this kind of feeling. It's been ages I didn't feel this way. So, I am just gonna follow the flow. I hope he will be mine one day! Such a dream. Hihi! ;)

Too many things happened today! Nobody spoil my day and I enjoyed everything on this date. Thank you, Ya Allah, for bringing back the happiness in my life.

Coming soon

2011-11-21T02:16:00.000+08:00

I hope I have a chance to watch these movies ;

And I would not ask for more, trust me.

Not fun

2011-11-21T01:47:00.000+08:00

School holiday has began! This is what I want. Nonetheless it's not gonna be a great holiday because I have to start do my homework that teachers gave and do revision about Lower 6 syllabus because next year I am gonna sit for STPM. Dangggg! Time is ticking. I cannot play around like i use to be now.

I am so not ready for next year. I know it will be harder for me like previous year. Whatever it is, Happy Holidays for all of you. Have fun with your beloved one. :)

Video

2011-11-16T18:05:00.000+08:00

Awesome video! Like seriously. Do watch it! :)

VICTORIANS & others

2011-11-13T18:40:00.001+08:00

To batch of 07 / 11 ;

I wish you all the best for your SPM! Don't forget to make doa before answer the paper. I know you can do it! Please, make your parents proud of you. Remember, it's for your own future! Do perform well. Oh, Allah always be there for you.

Sincerely ,

The fraction.

Peringatan diri

2011-11-13T18:33:00.000+08:00

Isikan waktu seminggu ini dengan kenangan yang terindah kerana mungkin saat tersebut tidak akan dapat kita nikmati lagi.

eleven eleven

2011-11-13T18:26:00.000+08:00

So basically, there's nothing special happen but I thank God cause nobody spoil my day on that day! Although there is some conjure but I managed to settle it down. Alhamdulillah. :)

tukar tukar

2011-10-30T22:38:00.000+08:00

Aku rasa nak tukar background blog lagi. Muak sudah dengan yang lama. Akan aku tukar kemudian bukan sekarang. Sampai ketemu lagi. Selamat malam.

Cameron

2011-10-28T19:36:00.000+08:00

I went to Cameron Highlands with my sister and parents last Saturday. We stayed there only for one night because my sister have to work on Monday. So yeah! We went to the places we always go such as Boh Tea Plantation, Cameron Valley Tea Plantation, and Uncle Raju's Hill Strawberry Farm.

I am too lazy to type. Let me show you some photos.

That's all.

Err

2011-10-28T18:39:00.002+08:00

THIS IS SO TRUEEEEEE!

Pangkor Trip

2011-10-25T23:08:00.001+08:00

Okay, let me tell you about my school trip to Pulau Pangkor. Most of lower sixes joined the camp. These camp actually under Anugerah Remaja Perdana. As you know, all the lower sixes in my school is compulsory to join that. So, yeahhh.

We went there by our own school bus and rent another bus from Transnational. We reached there around 7pm. As we reached there, teachers ask us to hake our dinner first. Then, we set up the camp and take our shower. During late night we did some activities, the light one, of course.

On the first day, all of us went for jungle trekking after having breakfast. I really enjoy jungle trekking even tho it took 4 hours to finish the trekking. Alhamdulillah, everybody reached safely and none of us involve with injured.

These pictures was taken when we are resting for 10 minutes before proceeding our journey.

Then, teachers took us to the beach to swim.

We did not much activities on that day. On night, we had barbecue and karaoke as well. Seriously, it was the best moment being with my classmates. We grilled the food by our own self. Seriously, sedapppp ~.

After barbecue and karaoke teachers made surprise for student that born on October. There's birthday cakes for them. On that midnight we should have night walk but there's few problem that cannot be avoided. So, teachers cancelled it. Thank God! :)

On the last day at Pulau Pangkor, all of the lower sixes went to the beach for kayaking and snorkeling. That is my first time I did both. It was tiring and fun at the same time. My partner for kayaking is Farazul Bahrin. Coach didn't allow us pick same sex for kayak. So, yeah, I pick Farazul. Coach said again, couple would be better for kayaking because we as a girl need guy's energy. Oh, yes, we do need it! :D Thanks Farazul for being my partner and gave your energy even tho I am the one who take care of you, actually. HAHA! It's okay, I know you had seasick. I am not blaming you. :)

After done with water activities we went back to our camp sites and packing our stuff to go back home. But before we went back home, teachers took us to Kilang Ikan and Kota Belanda. We reached school at 12am. The next day, which is Monday, all of the lower sixes didn't come to school. Oh-yeah! :D

Mr. Highlands.

2011-10-22T10:30:00.000+08:00

I am going to Cameron Highlands with my family for 3 days 2 night. Be jealous strawberry lovers! ;) Till then, take care, everyone. :)

G-W-S

2011-10-19T19:11:00.001+08:00

Atiqah, i tau sakit you macam mana. I tau sakit sangat but please get well soon! InsyaAllah, if ada time all of us will visit you in the hospital. :) Do take care of yourself, saya tahu awak kuat.

Hati Kosong

2011-10-19T19:04:00.001+08:00

Don't worry, I won't stalk you, boy. I have lost my hope on you.

Tiada istilah main tarik tali,
tiada juga istilah ikatan tali yang erat,
kerana tali yang aku harap akan muncul daripada kau,
hanyalah mimpi semata-mata.

Maaf, aku sudah penat,
Menunggu tali yang tidak pernah wujud itu.

Farewell

2011-10-13T22:09:00.001+08:00

Before final exam, we, the lower sixes with the teachers, did a farewell party for the upper sixes. Before the event started we cook roti jala, vadee', capati (Indian Food) at the open hall. Others heavy food teaches bring it for us, they cooked the food at their home to be exact.

It would be the longest entries if I tell you what's happening on that day so let me show you some photos.

Amanda and Atiqah is preparing the ingredient for roti jala.

They're setting the place to cook. *Forgot their name. Sorry.

Puan Jaya, Priyaa and Vasun preparing the ingredient for Vadee'.

Made the Capati.

As you can see, teacher are 'cooking' the roti jala.

The boys also wanna try how to make it.

Nisa and I preparing the food, Bihun Sup to be exact.

The MC for the event, Atiqah and Zakaria.

Certain of upper six and lower six.

Makan time! :D

En. Salahudin gave sourvenir for upper six.

Actually, there's more photos but my internet being suck right now. So, yeah. Teachers didn't teach for the whole day, hooyeah! :D I know many of you must be wondering why only few boys on these pictures and where the hell they are ay? Don't worry they're here, they helped us too! Mereka jadi tukang angkat meja, kerusi, the food etc. Itulah gunanya lelaki. Haha! And they're only showed up when the makan makan time be held. -,-

Okay, that's all.

Farcical

2011-10-12T23:44:00.000+08:00

I need my life bar which is sambal lote, nasi lemak, gulai lemak ayam, ayam masak merah, kailan ikan masin, sambal udang and ayam goreng every single day. They know who they are! I can't survive without them.

Oh, I laugh out loud every time they call or text me because, you see, I saved their number on phonebook using their favorite food. Hahaha! :D I know silly me. :)

berikanlah aku hidup

2011-10-11T23:06:00.001+08:00

I miss us.

I miss you to be exact.

I know there's no more you and me.

AND I AM RUNNING THIS TEARS BECAUSE OF YOU.

IT'S HURTS.

'sumpahku cinta, sampaiku menutup mata'

Lesson

2011-10-11T17:05:00.000+08:00

Jangan kau hina ciptaan Allah S.W.T kerana setiap ciptaan-Nya mempunyai keistimewaan yang tersendiri. Cermin dahulu rupa paras kau sebelum kau ingin mengkritik rupa seseorang. Dengarlah, kerana kau mungkin akan menyesal di hari kelak. Oh, tiada gunanya menyesal dikemudian hari. Semuanya sudah terlambat.

Ingatlah, Allah ciptakan rupa paras kau elok pekerti itu hanyalah bonus semata-mata.

Marah marah

2011-10-09T19:07:00.001+08:00

Aku tak suka betul bila pergi library meja sebelah aku bising gila nak mampos! Kau bising macam kau jakun tak pernah datang library kau tahu tak? Kalau nak bising pergi keluar sana! Library tempat nak study bukan nak pompang pompang macam dekat pasar malam. Entah ceruk mana kau datang pun aku tak tau! Sangatlah kg.com korang ni! Ggrr.

Orang kiri kanan depan belakang pandang meja kau masih bising menyalak! Dasar tak tahu malu. Oh, lupa! Kau kan kg.com.

KDAHBYE!

Marching band

2011-10-07T18:04:00.001+08:00

You guys should watch this video like seriously. :)

Vacay soon

2011-10-06T19:47:00.000+08:00

2 touchdown! 3 paper left. HOOYEAH! :D

Dear Pulau Pangkor, please be prepare for my attendance. I will come to you next Friday! Absolutely can't waittttttt. :)

oh boy!

2011-10-06T19:39:00.001+08:00

Boy, you make me smile againnnnnnn! If I could, I wanna scream your name out loud that time.Thanks to Amanda and Kappa, they the one who realize that guy was in front of me. By the way, do your best in your games, boy. :)

Kalaulah awak tahu yang kita suka awak, boleh cair tak beku-beku kita. ;)

You

2011-10-02T22:08:00.000+08:00

I dreamed about you last night. In my dream, you come and tell me why did you come back looking for me and you also tell me why did you leave me first. I wept while dreaming about you, you know, aku separuh sedar masa tu.

And because I dreamed about you last night, I had to go online and stalked your profile to see whether you're online or not and whether you reply my previous inbox. Aaaaa. I don't know why, I did that. Dangggg! :/

If you read this, you know who you are, I hope you're doing fine wherever you are. Haih.

Final exam

2011-10-02T21:28:00.000+08:00

Final exam is around the corner. 3 days left!

Need to study study and study moreeeeeeeee. Away from Facebook for 2 weeks. Till then, take care everyone! Good luck for those who's in the same situation as mine.

And to my cousin, Syia, it is your examination season. Everyone hopes from you that you perform well during your exams. So work hard to fulfill the hopes of your closed ones. Best of luck for your exams. I know you can do it, baby! Harus tegar dong. :) Make a doa before you open the paper and remember, Allah will help those who help themselves. Oh, just relax! Don't take it like a burden on your mind, take it easy. May you get unexpected marks. InsyaAllah, Amin. :)

not okay

2011-09-29T17:59:00.000+08:00

Yes, I didn't listen to neither you nor my dad advises *sometimes but when it comes to my brother, I do listen to him. I know, I won't be regret because his advice is very useful to me. He's the only person I can count on. He always there when I was having problems. There's no other people can replace him. I love you.

Now he's heading here from Shah Alam. I know, one of his reason for coming back because I am having a problem and he knows I need him to cheer me up.

Yes, I am not okay! I am weak. I smile, I smile a lot. I smile so that people won't notice that I am not okay, I am dying inside. I cried, I cried everyday. Don't ask me why? I just can't find the answer for your question.

Oh, Ya Allah, please give me the strength. I need it, I need it.

#3 Quotes

2011-09-26T20:58:00.002+08:00

I love this statement ;

My heart like an open book it depends on how you read me. Don't judge me by cover, look in and discover more. Remember, I may be one of your true friend forever.

"wake up calls"

2011-09-26T20:50:00.002+08:00

Kau nak tahu?

Dunia ini ibarat roda yang sedang berpusing. Nanti bila kau dah besar sudah berumah tangga dan punya anak, benda yang kau buat dekat aku tu akan terjadi kepada isteri dan anak perempuan kau. Kau tak perlulah nak marah-marah sampai nak bunuh bagai dekat manusia itu kerana pasti akan ada yang mengatakan 'alaaa, dulu masa kau sekolah menengah pun kau buat dekat kawan kau. So, why mad? Serve you right'.

Sekarang kau faham tak? Every single day, I pray to Allah, that it will happen to you. Renung-renungkanlah.

enough is enough

2011-09-16T12:58:00.001+08:00

'Kerana nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga. Which part of 'kerana nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga' you don't understand?'.

Dahulu, kita semua rapat bagai isi dengan kuku. Ke hulu ke hilir pasti bersama-sama sehingga lewat malam. Tapi sayang, kini, tidak lagi. Kau dan kawan-kawan yang telah menghancurkan hubungan yang terjalin ini. Musnah segala kepercayaan, sayang aku kepada kalian semua. Setelah kau orang berbuat begini kepada aku dan sahabat karibku, buat apa lagi aku memberi kau semua peluang kedua? Oh, aku rasa bukan kedua tetapi tidak terkira lagi. Apa yang kau semua buat melibatkan maruah. Ya, maruah aku dan kawan aku. Kami punya maruah bukan seperti segelintir wanita yang tidak mengenal erti maruah.

Terima kasih, terima kasih kerana kalian semua telah hadir dalam hidupku, selepas ini tidak perlu lagi kau orang semua datang melutut meminta maaf daripada aku. Aku, aku tidak akan memaafi kesalahan yang telah kau orang buat kerana aku bukan seorang yang mudah memaafi. Sudahlah sudah, mencari aku selepas ini kerana aku tidak mahu lagi mengenang kisah yang lama.

Red Bag

2011-09-06T20:38:00.001+08:00

Remember boy,
I AM YOUR BIGGEST STALKER NOW.
I DO stalk you all the time.
Cause seeing your face already made me go GAGA!

So, yeah, nice to meet you, handsome. ;)

My Raya

2011-09-05T19:32:00.004+08:00

My Raya was very lively than before. I enjoyed every moment with the family members because this is the only time we spent time together. Everyone looks beautiful and handsome with their Baju Kurung and Baju Melayu. The boys went to mosque for solat Raya and some of the girl waiting for them to came back while preparing the food to eat together with the boys.

Tears run down from our faces when everybody seek for the apologize to each other. They all seems relieve after that as if they have completed a toughest task. Oh, things get glorious when the kids got duit raya from parents, uncles, aunties and cousin.

On the noon, all of the family members when to visiting our relatives until night. It is the same the next day. 4 days a row we went to relatives's. On the midnight of the second day of Raya, we went to hot springs at Ulu Lenggung. On fourth day of Raya, certain of my family members went to Thailand for a day. It was totally fun!

There is a lot of memories when I am in my village actually but it can't be finish if I told you all of it. Whatever it is, I can't find any words to describe how happy am I during my Raya.

Let me show you some photos ;

# Red colour of Baju Kurung on the first day of Raya.

# The second picture is what I wore on the second day of Raya.

# This is my family members. Never once in my life my siblings wore the same colour of Baju Kurung and Baju Melayu because nobody wants it including myself. Everybody wants look different from another. So yeah!

# This is Yahaya's family members but still not complete. Another 2 families came late during Raya.

That's all I guess. I thank to Allah for the happiness He brings to my families. I thank to Allah for gave me such a big happy family. I thank to Allah for still extend my age to find the meaning of life. I thank to Allah for still extend my parent's age to see their children success in life. I thank to Allah for everything. Thank you Allah.

Sorry for the blurry pictures. I have no time to edit it and besides, I love it remain like this.

Count on me

2011-09-05T18:32:00.000+08:00

This video from THE VOICE.

Jangan kau risau kawan,

aku tak akan tinggalkan kau terkebil keseorangan,

seperti mana orang lain pernah lakukan kepada kau.

Jangan kau risau!

Salam Aidilfitri

2011-08-27T23:51:00.000+08:00

Buat mereka yang mengenali diriku ;

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI! :D

Sumpah weh, tak tipu!

2011-08-22T20:24:00.002+08:00

I don't know your name so I searched you on your friend punya friend list and finally I found you. OMAIGOD! You've driving me crazyyyyyyy! Dudeeee, you look so cute don't you know that? With the red school bag and glasses on, makes you look super neeeeerdy! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. I am so falling in love with you! I wish you could be mine. HAHALOL! :D

And and, if bolehlah kan I want you to add me up on Facebook on my birthday! It would be the best present eveeeeer, I tell youlah. Aku nak add kau tp aku malu. HIHIHI! :D Oh boy, I definitely will stalk you again and again.

Itu je nak cakap, kdahbye. :)

Rumah Titian Kasih

2011-08-22T14:27:00.001+08:00

Last Friday, all of music club members and I went to the Rumah Titian Kasih at Persiaran Titiwangsa Road after school sessions. We went there because Danial and Haziq wanted to discuss a rough plan with Mak Pah, the Founder and Head of RTK about which date should we do the event etc. So, my other friends and I decided to play with the kids while they discussed with Mak Pah.

Waa cakap sama lu der, even lu hati keras macam jongkong emas, lu mesti nangis if dengar cerita mereka and tengok their conditions without their parents.

About Him ; He having Luekemia and he almost dying when the Founder of RTK found him. His mother left him in the hospital because she can't afford to pay his bills. So, the Founder of RTK payed his treatment's bills and bring him to the shelter house.

Could you see how his face when I told him that I am gonna leave him, the way he laid on my shoulder? As though as he doesn't want me to go.

About Him ; He's having Autism.

But he's the happiest person in the world when he saw us, I told you.

Half of my soul. Come on guys! It's time to clickclick some photos. :)

Actually, ada banyak lagi penghuni dalam Rumah Titian Kasih ni but semuanya malu-malu kucing and they're doing their homework when we came by. Oh, yeah, we decided to come again on second week of Raya! Our plan is to having lunch with them, singing and playing with them. If until night we will play the bunga api together with them. Hooray! CAN'T WAIT.

sincerely

2011-08-13T17:04:00.000+08:00

Kau nak tahu?

BAPAK GILA DESPERATE DOH KAU NI!

-,,-

Hit.

2011-08-10T16:04:00.000+08:00

09 / 08 / 2011 - 5.45pm - Heading back home, near my neighborhood.

The car that I drove yesterday was knocked down by the car on my front. Therefore, my parents didn't allow me to drive again and I am grounded from going out. :(

Hopefully, it's only for a temporary. Amin!

still

2011-08-08T18:41:00.002+08:00

All I need right now is you are at my side,

talking about random stuff and share about our problems.

Laugh about nothing and cried loud about our mistakes,

and now I swear to god, I miss you so much.

I think you're the only one who understand me and know how to cure me when I am in this sort of 'swing mood'.

How I wish I could rewind the passed.

Missing you.

2011-08-07T22:13:00.004+08:00

Come to me when you're sad ,
Come to me when you're mad.
Come to me when you're in love ,
I will be there with open arms.

When I close my eyes ,
I dream that I am with you.
But as I open them ,
All I see is lonely me without you.

This feeling that I have of hurt and desire ,
Is just me missing you.
Every waking hour ,
I pray to God that you won't leave ,
So u can stay forever with me.

But as you see you're not here ,
My worst fear is now near.
Without you life can't go on ,
But I guess I have to be strong.
I will think about you forever ,
Until we are together.

Only hope, the hope that will not be, I know.

Sekali Lagi

2011-08-07T21:41:00.002+08:00

I have being lazy for the past few days lately. Today I just stayed in my room while did some random stuff until I felt bored. All of a sudden I got an idea to watch Sekali Lagi's movie while waiting for the Iftar and ignore the butterflies on my stomach too. So, I searched the movie on youtube and yeah, there is the movie on it. Thank God!

So, to those who didn't watch this movie, YET, this is the video. Do enjoy the movie! It was a full video of movie on my blog. :) So, yeah!

#8 of Ramadhan

2011-08-07T21:23:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is the eighth day of fasting. 22 days to go! Alhamdulillah, everything is going smoothly and Insya-Allah, it will remain the same. Amin! :)

Here, I would like to say Happy Fasting Month to All Muslims in all over the world.

2011-07-04T21:15:00.002+08:00

WILL UPDATE MY BLOG LATER! :)

the only hero

2011-06-19T15:55:00.001+08:00

Happy Fathers' Day, ayah! Even tho you keep gives lecture about this and that on my ear every single day, you're always be my first hero among all the guy. There is no others can replace you! :) There is nothing else I can say about you and no words can't describe you cause you more than that. Sayang ayah ketat-ketat. ♥ :)

Do watch it!

2011-06-18T13:21:00.001+08:00

♥♥♥

mixed

2011-06-18T12:58:00.001+08:00

I don't know what's going on with me these days. I am having a bad feeling about something but I just couldn't find what might that be. I feel weak and stress about nothing. My whole body are killing me, I feel cold. I miss the old me. I have change. I need to be the old me. I treat people so badly. I do not intentionally did it.

To you, my friends, sorry if I have hurt your feelings.

Tak punya tajuk

2011-06-17T23:22:00.001+08:00

School was okay la this week. Minggu ni 2/3 kali dah asyik kena back time line pagi. -,- Apa boleh buat? Terima jelahhhh ~. Homework jangan cakaplah banyak gila and homework for cuti lepas pun tak siap lagi. HIHI!

Rabu and Khamis hari tu ada Datar Layak which is lebih kurang sukantara. After lari tu I was like tumbang bukan pengsan cause rasa sejak nafas macam hujung hujung tu. On Thursday the same thing happened to me, my friend, Atiqah was like cuak gila and she asked me to stay with her. I meant masuk rumah sukan dia. So, I followed lah. Basically, we did nothing on that day. Just watched them run and all that sampai naik boring dengan panasnya lagi. Aaaaaaaa. I told my parents about what had happened to me in school that day and they were shocked at the first place. And my dad said he will take me for medical check up as soon as possible.

Oh, toilet dekat block form 6 tkda air for this week. Berbulu habis! Laa, aku ni kerja nak pergi toilet je, jenis tak boleh tahan. Memang sehari tu 3/4 kalilah pergi toilet. Dengan kena by passed block form 4, kena kacau bagai. Memang menguji kesabaran betul! -,- Aku rasa form 4 tu mesti dah naik muak hari hari muka aku and Atiqah je yang lalu situ. Haha! Kenapalah tkda laluan lain? Ggrr.

Dah tu je nak cerita, kdahbyeee.

old habit

2011-06-09T21:33:00.001+08:00

Takpeeeeeeeeee!
Mulakanlah habit menghilang kau tu balik.
Nanti ada masalah or time kau tengah boring datang dekat aku balik.

AKU PALING SUKA!

Biggest stalker

2011-06-08T21:49:00.003+08:00

Entry yang ini, SPECIAL for tuan punya badan dalam gambar dibawah ni. HAHA! :)

HAA! Nama dia Fairuz Yusof. We go to the same school but dia muda mudi setahun jagung daripada saya. Walaupun begitu, dia lagi tinggi daripada saya. -,-" Tapi tidak mengapa, kecil-kecil cili padi. Iye dok? HAHA! Currently, he's one of my BIGGEST STALKER! The reason why I said so because asal aku post new entries je mesti dia IM cakap 'i dah baca your blog'. So, nampak benor stalknyaaa ~. KAN KAN? Laaaa, perangai pun serupa K*****, cerita dia nak pompang pompang saja. Cuma belum guling-guling bukit saja lagi. HAHAHA! XP And kadang-kadang mulut dia ni aku rasa macam nak cili jeeeeeeee. :/ Oh oh, nak tau tak? Dia ni tak boleh tengok perempuan nangis cause dia tak reti nak pujuk. KATANYA! :D Opsyyy! Yang ni tertulis pulak dekat sini. HAHAHA! XP

JANGAN MARAH NAAAAA ~. :)

Actually, aku post ni pun balas dendam cause dia posted entry pasal aku dekat blog dia sebab aku pun sebenarnya his biggest stalker. HIHIHI! *gelak sopan. And ktorg macam lawan siapa punya entry paling panjang. Haha! So, now dah kira 0-0 la. Fair and square! :) Eh eh, awak! Terima kasih kerana market kan I dekat your blog tu. Saya sangat menghargainya. HAHA! :P

By the way, if you baca my blog diam-diam sudahlah. Tak payahlah nak inform I. MALU TAHU TAK? =.="

girlfriends

2011-06-07T20:14:00.001+08:00

I REALLY HAD A GREAT TIME TODAY WITH MY FRIENDS, NURIN AMANDA AND ILYANI ATHIRAH. :)

Thank you for driving us there, Amanda.
Thank you for your jokes and being sarcastic, Ilyani.

I LOVE YOU BOTH. ♥

AS

2011-06-07T20:03:00.001+08:00

Today, I would like to wish a Happy Birthday to my classmate, Alif Safwan! May Allah bless you all the time. And I hope all your dream will come true, insya-Allah. It's your day, so have a blast, dude! And yes, aku sayang kau ketat-ketat. ♥

Weh weh! Aku tak sabar nak tunggu sekolah bukak sebab apa tau? Sebab aku rindu nak panggil nama kau Alifffffffffffff *bunyi tone yang aku selalu panggil kau tu. HAHA! :)

Nothing

2011-06-06T17:38:00.002+08:00

This school holiday wasn't that good and interesting as I wanted. I thought this school holiday will be great! I meant, spend my time with family and friends by having a nice holiday with family members, go out to watch movie and shopping with friends. But nahhhh, I am busy with my school homeworks. I just managed to finish 3 of them, so far. Still have a lot of it. Danggg!

Last saturday was the only day I went out to chill myself. I went to Pavilion with my sister and brother. Thanks to my sister! She's the one who taken me out from this friggin' bloody homework. Thanks, sister! :) Oh, tomorrow, insya-Allah, Amanda, Ilyani and I will go to somewhere in Kuala Lumpur area to do our homeworks. I just hope our plan for tomorrow will turn out. But it depends on Amanda cause she's the one who drive us to there. Oh, I really need this moment.

That's all, my homework needs me. Byeeeeeeee.

kerana mulut badan binasa

2011-06-03T18:53:00.003+08:00

I am pretty sure many of you have read about Datin Milano Evans stories at her blog. She claimed that she have lost her virginity because she have been raped by her ex bf. Today is the fourth day people talk about her. It's everywhere either on Facebook or Twitter. And some said that her story has been known by the mass media. They said her story appeared on Wanita Hari Ini on TV3 and Metro. But I am not sure whether it is true or not.

Well to me, itu adalah pengakuan berani mati. I don't know why and what makes her wanna post that on her blog? Does she wanna seek for cheap publicity? I don't know but for me private matters should not be told in public. If betullah kena raped sekali pun tak payahlah nak cerita sana sini. Itu menunjukkan yang kau bangga yang kau kena raped. And it's just an embarrassing things to tell. Don't you think?

But I agreed with her when she said that most of teenagers these days has lost their virginity at the age of 14. Yelah, teenagers these days kan tak boleh tengok orang lebih daripada dia. So, mestilah dia ingin mencuba apa yang orang pernah buat. KAN KAN KAN? Kau jangan nak tipu! Aku pun teenagers jugak tapi belum lah try buat benda bodoh. Even shisha pun aku tak sentuh. Hebat tak hebat tak? Haha! Eh, back to the story. If iman kau tak kuat memanglah senang cair with ayat-ayat cinta yang lagi manis bak gula oleh laki-laki.

I don't put all the blame on her but she should not told others about been raped by her ex bf. And to people out there janganlah kau sibuk nak maki hamun dia tepek-tepek. Kau maki hamun sana sini pun menambahkan dosa kau. Pahala kau semua dia dapat. HAA. Dia pun budak baru belajar mengenal erti dunia and nobody perfect in this world. So, let give her a second chance. Berubahlah kau budak sebelum kau terlambat. Dan ingatlah Allah itu Maha Berkuasa lagi Maha Pengampun. :)

#2 Quotes

2011-06-02T22:23:00.000+08:00

" Poetry is not only dream and vision; it is the skeleton architecture of our lives. It lays the foundations for a future of change, a bridge across our fears of what has never been before " - Audre Lorde.

Pulau Langkawi

2011-06-02T21:01:00.002+08:00

I have missed blogging! Sorry for my absence in here. I was busy with my personal life stuff. Now i will talk about my school trip to Pulau Langkawi with upper sixes.

We reached Pulau Langkawi earlier at 11.30am. Everybody waited for the bus to pick us up. When we reached our camp site, teachers asked us to set up the tent. So, we did it. To me it was a challenge / survival day to us on the first day because everybody doesn't know what to do. Like seriously! In addition of that there is no water and food for us to eat and drink. We were like dying that time! Our lips turned dry, our stomach did the butterflies and we were like hungry lion waiting for the meats. Seniors said we have been cheated by the agent which manage our camp at there. Because we have a lot of time, seniors, my friend and I decided to take a pictures at the beach.

Sedar tak sedar, it is almost 6.30pm. So, everybody ran to take their shower because the day will turn dark. Alhamdulillah, our dinner arrived early. All of us queue up to get the food but priority given to the seniors. :) After dinner, teachers has provided some of the activities for us! Then, we slept at 12.30am. What a tiring day!

There is nothing special to tell about on second day at there! We were at the camp sites all day long. Did the modeling part on the beach, again. Same goes to the third day. But on night we had barbecue. Yummy! :) On the last day at there, teachers took us out from our camp sites. FINALLY! Before we leave Pulau Langkawi we went to Beras Terbakar's place, Makam Mahsuri, Pekan Kuah etc.

Overall, it was quite fun even tho the seniors kept complaint and get upset with our attitude! Really sorry seniors. :)

Holiday Woot!

2011-05-27T17:20:00.000+08:00

Away for four days! I am going to Pulau Langkawi with school trip with the upper sixes too. Woot! :D Thank you for coming back, Mr School Holiday. I really need you this time and I will spend my day nicely and having fun with you. :)

Sorry for the late update I was extremely busy with my school stuff since I am a student. Today is the last day of school and Teachers' day celebration was held for two days in my school. Yesterday we had games with the teachers but lower sixes didn't involved with the games because we did the hall decoration, gifts etc. Walaweh! Tak menang tangan aku. But my friends and I managed to finish all that even though we didn't use the main plan but it was okay la. Janji ada daripada tkda! Kan? Oh, today was my bad day too in school. I won't tell the story in here. Let me keep by myself. Biarlah cerita itu hanya tahu oleh segelintir orang saja.

That's all for today. I will update my blog after I go back from school trip. Do take care, people! Happy Holiday. :)

Story #2

2011-05-20T16:42:00.003+08:00

Continued from previous entry!

First day aku jejak kaki dekat sekolah tu, some of upper six dok usha-usha aku baik perempuan atau lelaki. Laa dok usha-usha pastu, dok bisik-bisik then gelak-gelak. Ke tak senang duduk namanya? Sampai aku pandang bawah tengok pakaian aku ada yang tak kena ke? Nak kata aku tak zipe seluar, jantina aku perempuan berbaju kurung. =,= aku rasa okay jeee! So, act cool la kan buat dunno. :)

Then, the next day, upper sixes and budak lower six yang sekolah situ daripada form one pun started call me 'Ajiera'. Not all of them but certain of them. And I was like 'pandang depan pandang depan! Dia panggil 'Ajiera' bukan aku. Depan pandang pandang!'. Suddenly, dorang cakap 'Youuuu! Yang belah kiri tu. Sini sini! Ktorg panggil'. Then, I was like 'Kakak/abang my name is Huda not Ajiera'*muka innocent habis. HAHA! Dorang punya muka like 'Whatever, you Junior!'. :/ Then, on the third day pun they called me 'Ajiera Ajiera!' and I was like 'err err aku Hudalah! Bukan Ajiera' on my thought. =,= Disebabkan dah agak rapat dengan upper sixes aku pun asked them 'why upper sixes called me Ajiera? I am freaking HUDA!'. Then, dorang pun cakap 'You will know one day. HAHA!'. Berbulu! Sabor jelah ~. =,= Everyday pun aku tanya dorang million times 'why did you called me Ajiera?', tak putus asa tuuuu ~.

Ntah macam-macam mana last Wednesday yang budak sama dengan aku lower six yang panggil aku 'Ajiera' tu bagilah tau 'Actually you look alike one of upper six. I meant, she should be one of upper six in this school but she dropped from school because she got a scholarship to further her studies at overseas IF I AM NOT MISTAKEN. And her name is Ajiera'. I was like O,o. Then, he turned to my friend and said 'AND YOU! You look alike her friend, Ayiesha. She got a scholarship also'. Then, he looked at both of us and said 'That's why when both of you walk together, the upper sixes can't keep their eyes off on both of you and whispering/talking to each other about you guys. And now you know why'. My friend and I was like 'HAHAHA! I see. Padanlahhh ~. Why didn't you tell us earlier?'. He just laughed. :)

Till now they keep calling me Ajiera. Layan jelahhhh ~.

Story #1

2011-05-18T21:26:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum! :) Tonight, I wanna tell you about about my Orientation Days and being as form 6 student.

For real, I cried after go back home on first second third day of Orientation Days. I cried because I can't adapt myself with the new environment, traditions, rules and people. I felt awkward and can't stand the pressure. Actually I even don't know why I felt so much burden perhaps, it is because I didn't wanna go to form 6 at the first place. However, I started to adapt the new environment etc on the fourth day. Even tho the prefects are really strict but it wasn't that bad at all. I don't want to make 'prefects' as my excuse from dropping out from this school. And today was my second week on this school and being as form 6 student. So far so good. I was selected be a monitor in my class. :) Oh, all the teachers already started give the format for STPM and certain teacher already taught us and gave us homework. I have started getting the picture on my biggest exam! It's exactly like people said - STPM is harder exam and yea, all of you know it's the second harder exam among all in these world. I don't mind with that. To me everything is harder if we didn't study. Right?

You may say 'Alaaa, form 6 gila lopek. HAHA! Kena pakai baju sekolah balik. Gila euwww! Tak nak aku masuk form 6'. HAHA! I feel pity with this kind of personj. You used 'school uniform' as your excuse. What a lame! To me those who entering form 6 was a brave enough person because they do not scared and can manage to sit for second harder exam among all in these world rather than YOU. Kau ada? :) Sorry, I don't have intention being arrogant but it's a fact.

I guess that's all for tonight. I wanna study right now. Pardon me. Do take care of yourself. By the way, to girls out there beware of Acid Man!

Short entry

2011-05-14T17:36:00.002+08:00

Hey People!

I am truly sorry because I didn't update my blog for a week. Actually I have a lot of story to tell you but I was busy with my orientation days with upper sixes at my new school. Yes, I am taking STPM in Victorian Institution and my new directions begins now! :) So, I guess, I will rarely update my blog after this because I already pack with form 6 homework and thingky.

This my TO-DO-LIST for this school holiday ;

* Buat karangan Bahasa Malaysia, tema bebas dan tak kurang daripada 500 patah perkataan.
* Baca Pengajian Perniagaan bagi Bab 1.
* Baca satu majalah Dewan Masyarakat untuk Pengajian Am.

And this my TO-DO-LIST after school holiday ;

* Choral speaking and decorations for Teacher's day involving all the lower sixes.
* Transform the classroom with classmate!

I think that's all for today. I am going to do my homework now! Pardon me. Assalamualaikum. :)

Dani Shay ,

2011-05-06T22:50:00.002+08:00

Korang agak-agaklah kan, muka dia macam siapa? Siapa? Siapa? Cepat teka! It's teka-teki toime. Don't you like teka-teki? HAHA! Okay, gila. :) It's Justin Bieber's twins yaw! Her name is Dani Shay. She's 22 years old. Yeah, SHE not HE. Please highlight that. Samakan dengan gambar bawah ni yang pemilik sebenar nama Justin Bieber? Korang mengaku cepat! Aku lempang kang if korang tak mengaku. HAHAHA! :D Joking around only. Please don't take it too seriously.

If korang ingat aku menipu. Nahhh, ni video Dani Shay tu. Please, watch it. :)

Dah habis dengar dah, anak-anak? Bagus! :) If korang menghayati lagu ni betul-betul actually dia tengah perli Justin Bieber punya fans cause kemana dia pergi orang ingat dia Justin Bieber sampai show dia pun orang gedik suruh play on lagu Justin Bieber and she's a bit frustrated about it but she have to played cool so, she played it for them who think she's Justin Bieber. Oh, it's her show, bitch! But why on earth YOU asked her to played Bieber's song? I felt sorry for her! Indeed.

And this another video she talked about what she's feel inside when people keep saying that she's Justin Bieber. Do watch it. :)

Tengok, aku ni siap ada initiative lagi letak video tu tunjuk dekat korang. Haha! So, if Dani Shay ni datang Malaysia korang janganlah terus serbu dia nak amik gambar segala bagai because ingat dia Justin Bieber. Kepada orang Islam, elok bagi salam dulu. I meant, approached her and asked her name, you know what I mean? Hahaha! Okay la okay, that's all. Bye.

Dear Dani Shay ,

You know what? I would turn myself to be lesbian for you. HAHA LOL! ;) ♥

Tikus Mati punya parti

2011-05-06T21:17:00.004+08:00

Ya, sekarang aku sedang makan hati ,

Makan hati kerana tidak dapat sambung belajar ke Universiti.

Jadi, kepada kalian semua yang kena rejected seperti aku juga ,

Marilah kita mari ramai-ramai ,

Lupakan hal-hal pendidikan buat seketika ,

Dengan membawa diri dan hati yang lara ke tikus mati punya parti. :)

So for those who are going to Deadmau5 party live at Surf Beach at Sunway Lagoon on this 7th of May 2011 - Saturday, I hope you guys will enjoy yourself at there! Do clear your mind at that moment. And don't forget to shake-shake ka boom-boom! Enjoy. Its party time yaw! :)

♥♥♥♥♥

Totally A Disaster!

2011-05-06T14:16:00.003+08:00

Hi. Assalamualaikum, people. :)

I'm frustrated right now because I didn't get any offer for UPU. I feel like wanna to cry right now but I can't because it is my fault didn't study harder before. Even tho my result wasn't that bad and didn't failed but still I didn't satisfied with my result to be true. I really wanna that course on UPU so badly but what to do? I didn't get any! I already made an appeal for that but I still don't think so that I will get the course I want or should I say I will get rejected for the second time? Oh, YES! My thought said so. Danggggggg! :( Besides, my parents doesn't want me go for private college because err I guess, they believe in government university more rather than private college. I don't know.

Now I guess, I will further my studies for form 6 in VI. I know most of you didn't agree with my decision. But hey! Like it or not, this is the only and last chance I have. So, I must go for my own good sake ay? Geeez! I still can't believe that I will go for form 6. It's a disasteeeeeeeeeeeeeeer! Like I said in my previous entry - have to wake up early like went to high school before and wear school uniform. OH NOOOO! -,-

And you know what? My dad said this 'like father like daughter. Welcome to my old school. HAHA! ' when I get an offer for form 6. Ayah, it ain't funny! -,-

Kdahbye. Doesn't have mood right now. Assalamualaikum.

Suka Suka!

2011-05-05T17:43:00.003+08:00

Awak ,

Baru semalam kita posted entry pasal awak yang betapa rindunya kita dekat awak. :( Tetiba hari ni tup-tup awak called kita. YA ALLAH! Happy nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ~. :) Awak tahu tak perasaan bila seseorang tu gembira? Haa, macam nilah dan itu yang kita rasa sekarang. :D Even though awak called kita tak sampai 15 minutes tapi aaaaaaa kita tetap happy at least terubat sikit rindu kita dekat awak. :D

After awak called kita tu kita tak henti-henti senyum kambing sorang-sorang tauu. Frankly speaking, sampai sekarang lagi kita masih senyum lebar. Weeeee. ;) By the way, thanks, awak! Sebab called kita tadi. :) I really appreciate it. ♥

Dear awak disana ,

2011-05-05T01:47:00.001+08:00

Awak ,

Kita rindu awak sangat! Kita rindu awak banyak-banyak laut. Sumpah, kita tak tipu! Kita rasa dah nak dekat dua bulan kita dan awak tak contact each other. Awak nak tau, setiap hari kita tak berhenti berharap cepatlah lepas tarikh 25th Mei tau sebab lepas tarikh tu awak dah tak busy lagi. Then, bolehlah kita text and call awak macam selalu. Yeay! Ya Allah, kita tak sabar sangat. Lambatnyaaaaaaa! :(

Awak ,

Since kita dengan awak dah lama tak contact, ada gambar awak ni kita buat guna wallpaper phone kita. Dah lama dah kita guna gambar awak tu, adalah dalam 3 minggu. Kita tak kesahlah if awak tak ada apa-apa relationship pun dengan kita buat masa sekarang yang penting kita rindu awak separuh mati. :(

Awak ,

Awak ingat tak dulu awak pernah cakap, if kita pindah area rumah awak nanti, satu malam awak nak datang rompak pintu rumah kita biar rumah kita tak ada pintu. Pastu awak tambah lagi cakap awak tak nak rompak benda lain. Then, kita tanyalah kenapa? Awak jawab nanti bolehlah awak datang tengok muka kita hari-hari dan kita dah tak ada alasan tak boleh jumpa awak. Aaaaa. Awak tau tak kita senyum lebar time awak cakap macam tu? :) ♥

Awak ,

Kita tau awak pun selalu stalk blog kita, sebab awak pernah bagi tau dekat kita dulu. Haihhh. Kalaulah awak tau betapa rindunya kita dekat awak. Sekarang ni sumpah kita cakap kita nak nangis. :(

#1 Quotes

2011-05-03T22:53:00.000+08:00

This is not the end. It is not even the beginning of the end. But it is, perhaps, the end of the beginning - Winston Churhcill.

Ke-Simbol-Dolar-ha

2011-05-03T02:05:00.005+08:00

I got an offer to further my studies for form 6 at Victorian Institution today and I am not sure what kind of feeling should I express now. Am I scared? Yes, I AM! Am I excited about it? OF COURSE! I think people around me knew I wanted so badly continuing my studies for form 6 but when people keep bugging me said that form 6 twice harder than Uni / College life and it wasting my time I turn out to be err scared because I afraid that I couldn't manage it and at the same time, I really wanna try it first! Who know that actually it's not that hard as we thought ay.

But If I take this offer, I have to wake up early in the morning like I used to - went to the school. Not only that, I have to wear school uniform too. Danggggg! It's a disasteeeeeeeeeer! I really don't want to wear it anymore and wake up early in the morning! That's so not cool and teenage life! -,- Don't you think? Aaaaaaa. And if I reject this offer, who knows that I didn't get any offer from UPU. Surely I will be regrets later on! Why? Because I don't go for form 6. I miss both of it! At least, If I accept this offer and enter it, I can change my mind afterwards if I get an offer from UPU and go for Uni course.

Nevertheless, I will think about this offer carefully before I make my decision. I just hope that the decision that I will make soon won't regret me later on. Hopefully. :)

Do read the cap locks and bold paragraph at the ends of this entry

2011-04-30T21:59:00.008+08:00

Today, I went out to Wangsa Walk with Amanda and her brother Danial. Actually, this is my first time been there and I am a bit excited, nak cakap jakun pun boleh. Haha! Oh, we went there for watch a movie only. So, we stayed until 5pm only. What movie that we watched today? Its a Thor movie yaw! :)

Seriously, I suggest you to watch this movie at the first place. Surely, you won't be regret with it! Please read this synopsis for further err what should i call it err is it an information? Whatever it is, do read it.

"Marvel Studios expands its film universe with a new type of superhero: THOR. This epic adventure spans the Marvel Universe; from present day Earth to the realm of Asgard. At the center of the story is The Mighty Thor, a powerful but arrogant warrior whose reckless actions reignite an ancient war. Thor is cast down to Earth and forced to live among humans as punishment. Once here, Thor learns what it takes to be a true hero when the most dangerous villain of his world sends the darkest forces of Asgard to invade Earth. Kenneth Branagh directs this fantasy epic which stars Australian actor Chris Hemsworth as the ancient Norse god, Tom Hiddleston as his evil brother Loki, Natalie Portman as Jane Foster, a young woman who befriends Thor on Earth, and Anthony Hopkins as Odin, Thor's father and king of Asgard. Expect to see agents of S.H.I.E.L.D., previously seen in ''Iron Man,'' to make an appearance, further forshadowing the coming of The Avengers!".

For real, I just copied and pasted the synopsis from GSC because I don't know how to develop the story and tell you properly. Sorry. My bad. :) But at least, I have the initiative to copied and pasted it the reviews on here. Haha! LOL. :D

After the movie, we decided to grab our food at Popeye's Louisiana Kitchen and the picture below are what I ordered for eat. Sodappp ~. By the way, sorry for the bad quality of photo. I used a camera phone because I didn't bring my camera that time. :) Oh oh, this is my first time too eat this fast food. Lame! I know I know. Haha! :)
Afterwards, we just walked for awhile and survey some stuff. Then, we went back home but before that we dropped by at Math Clinic for err err tut for awhile! I reached home sweet home at 6pm. I guess that all for today. Thanks to Amanda kerana volunteer kan diri and sanggup untuk menghantar dan mengambil saya di rumah. Thank you very much! I really had a fun with you. ♥

Before I forget, KEPADA SESIAPA YANG BENCADANG NAK TENGOK MOVIE INI I HAVE SOMETHING TO TELL YOU. AFTER CERITA NI DAH HABIS, I MEAN DAH SAMPAI PART KELUAR NAMA-NAMA CAST TU KORANG KENA TUNGGU UNTIL NAMA-NAMA CAST TU HABIS SEBAB AFTER ENDS NAMA-NAMA CAST TU ADA STORY SAMBUNG PASAL THOR TU. SERIOUS, TAK MAIN-MAIN! KEBANYAKKAN KELUAR TERUS TIME NAMA-NAMA CAST TU CAUSE DORANG TAK TAU PUN ADA 5 MINIT SAMBUNGAN. PERCAYALAH, KORANG MESTI MENYESAL IF KELUAR AWAL. Tapi kan agak lamalah jugak nak tunggu dia habis. Apa boleh buat sabor jelah ~.

The wedding of the century

2011-04-30T03:14:00.001+08:00

“Prince William thus becomes His Royal Highness The Duke of Cambridge and Miss Catherine Middleton on marriage will become Her Royal Highness The Duchess of Cambridge.”

Okay, let's spill it out! As you know over 3 billions people in this world have watched a Royal Wedding through the television included me. Also 2 millions people have tweets about the royal wedding on Twitter. Everyone's swizzled about how gorgeous Kate Middleton with his wedding dress on her! How smoky hot Prince William is! How glorious the wedding was! Etc.

Of course she looks extremely beautiful with her wedding dress on even though it was too simple! Surely, all of the girl who watch the royal wedding wanna be on her shoe because the paparazzi are focus on her wedding dress. Actually, I didn't watch the first hour of royal wedding because I didn't find any interest to watch it but after a few people bugging me on Facebook and asked me to watch it, so I took the initiative to watch the wedding.

Aaaaaaa. I don't know why I almost cried during the 'I do' part. Maybe that time I was dreaming about err-how-my-wedding-will-be-for-the-next-err-ten-years on my thought and feel what Kate's felt about her wedding. HAHA! I know I know, lame much ay. My bad. :) During this part also my friends and I kept bugging each other because all of us can't wait to hear the priest says 'you may kiss the bride' but unfortunately, there isn't that part. :/

Finally, they have been confirmed consider as a husband and wife. Congratulation for both! :) Even though there isn't a 'you may kiss the bride' part, the crowds was cheering out loud when Prince William kissed his new bride after the ceremony. See? I told you, not only my friends and I can't wait to see this kind of kissing part but people at there too. Thanks Prince William for satisfied our wishes. HAHA! ;)

I wish I were at there and watch this royal wedding with my own eyes. It will be honour and satisfy! Oh, I would love to have a future husband who will look me in the eyes like Prince William did it towards Kate Middleton. It's very sweet and calm to see. :)

A ; Wait! I wonder why on earth are we tearing of joy for these couple? We didn't even know them in personal and they also didn't know us!

B ; Dudeee, It's a royal wedding of Prince UK ever!

sampai bila kau nak macam ni?

2011-04-29T02:16:00.008+08:00

Guy always be guy! And YOU as a GUY, could you, please, throw away at least half of your ego to the side? I am asking you nicely. :)

Dear laki-laki,

Don't you feel terrible and guilty when you make a woman cry because of your anger? Why can't you control your temper like woman control his? Why don't you make us happy instead of being offensive all the time? I know you love us so much and it's okay if you get a bit pissed off about random stuff but hey, no need to do a sour face all day long when we're having an argue. Not nice la like that, you know. I wanna ask you something, if we're having an argue every single day, how do we want to maintain the relationship remain longer? Think about it, boy.

Oh, you should be thankful because we as a woman didn't against you back. That's what I call a true love. Oh, don't forget, we love you too and no doubt about it. ♥

Truly ,

A-girl-who-already-tired-to-cry-because-of-your-ego-and-doesn't-have-a-tears-to-cry-anymore.

Sister came home

2011-04-27T22:58:00.001+08:00

Might be a short entry. MIGHT.

Today, my dad, woke me up at 8 o'clock in the morning because he said my sister are at mom's office and asked me to fetch my sister at there since she came back in surprising way and dad wanted to go to grandma's to past her medicine and check her out. I quickly got up from the bed when I heard she's already in here. Geeeeeez! I straight away took my shower and had my nasi lemak for breakfast. Drove the car to mom's place and there she is! She's smile when she saw me and said 'ecehh, sukalah tu dah ada license ~. poyo much!'. HAHA! Belum apa lagi suka tau cari pasal. -,- Whatever it is, I MISS YOU SO MUCH, SISTER! Finally, you come back home and no more work at that country. Woot! :) :)

Okay, we waited for mommy inside the car and sister drove us to Mid Valley Megamall since mom off for today. Yeah! We reached there at 10.30am and grabbed our breakfast, AGAIN. Haha! Then, we watched a movie that title Red Riding Hood. What movie is it? Do, watch the trailer below or you can go google the reviews.

After watched the movie, it's a shooooooooooopping time after so long time! I bought 4 pairs of shoes and 1 handbag at Vincci and 1 blouse at Dorothy Perkins. Aaaaaaa. Thanks sister for treating me all the stuff. I really love you la. Haha! ;) ♥ By the way, saya masih menanti perfume saya. ;)

Oh, that's all for now. I really enjoy the day and it was really satisfied, spend the day with your love ones. Thank you again, sister and I love you both. ♥ ♥

Parents ku bukan kau

2011-04-21T00:30:00.003+08:00

Starting tomorrow my parents will be off to Indonesia for 5 days. Don't ask me which part of Indonesia. That will be a secret. Besides, they only go to our neighbor countries not Europe. Then, let them go wherever they want. Give them a chance! They need a time together alone. Auww! ;) *err, apa yang aku merepek ni? Err. okay! Forget about it. Haha!

To my beloved parents ,

I hope you guys have a safe journey and as well as when both of you return home. Enjoy your holiday there! Take this opportunity to chill up your mind and relaxing your body. No need to worry about us in here! We're grown up already meh. We know how to take care of our self. Oh, I LOVE BOTH OF YOU! Do take care.

Your daughter , *hug and kisses. ♥ ♥ ♥

what say me

2011-04-18T20:20:00.002+08:00

Frankly speaking, these days I am too lazy to update my blog. This laziness already strikes on me again! Besides, my brain do not function very well and I am lack of idea with what should I post on here. My daily life seems to be boring because of I am doing the same routine every single day. Oh, I am getting sick to post the same things repeatedly too. Aaaaa.

By the way, I have change my blog header due I am bored with the old one. Eh, actually, there is no differences between the old and new one. The image remain the same, just changed the sentences above.

Oh, that's all for now. Till then, take care. ♥